miss emma.

 every time david goes out of town, it snows. 

coincidence?

i think not.

we've been apart for 5.5 hours and the depression has already set in.

sunday morning, please come faster.

i just came home from a long day of byu to 18 gorgeous red roses he left for me. 

seriously, i won the jackpot with him. 

i dare you to find a better man, because he doesn't exist.

yesterday i went to the big girl doctor for the first time.

i was a nervous wreck and i'm sure if david wasn't driving, i would've turned around and canceled the appointment.

he held my hand as we sat in the waiting room and read a pregnancy magazine. 

i learned a lot of things i didn't know, and i learned a lot of things that made me cringe in horror.

there are no babies in our immediate future, that's for sure.

but i survived my doctor visit.

until next year, dr. chaudhuri. you were very nice, but i can't say i'm looking forward to our next visit. don't take it personally.

have i mentioned how much i hate my sewing class?

i'm thinking about selling my sewing machine because after this semester i never want to touch another one again.

i'm sorry, but i don't have the time or energy or desire to spend 10+ hours in the sewing lab each week. 

byu, you kill me.

i get married in 64 days. ohhh wassssuppp.