miss emma.

cruisin'

my wedding is finally starting to take shape. things are getting done, checklists are being crossed off, my sanity is coming back to me. 

we finished season 1 of greys anatomy. i think david likes mcdreamy more than i do. someday we want to own every season of everything. someday, my friends. 

sometimes david and i like to sit and dream about our future. i love how possible everything seems to us. and i know that we are young and naive and obviously have no idea how hard married life is or whatever, but i love being this way. i love that nothing seems out of reach. we want to have our house paid off before we have a baby. i want to bake homemade bread every week. we want to spend thanksgiving in london, new years eve in new york city. we want to walk the dog together every morning. it's all terribly idealistic, and i love it.

both yesterday and today the weather has been incredible. like 60 degrees incredible. yesterday we went to target and drove with the windows down in the MBZ and i had my sunglasses on and we listened to some classic gangster songs and i felt all warm and fuzzy inside - like i could be completely happy forever doing whatever, wherever, as long as he's riding shotgun with me.

this post is all over the place, kind of like my brain. i apologize. really all i wanted to iterate is that i'm happy. and at peace. and i really like being happy.