thank you to the many people who reached out to me after my last post. i promise i never meant to evoke sympathy. i don't want your pity, i'm still too blessed for that, but i sure do appreciate your kind words and support. i'm working on focusing on the silver linings of my rain clouds, but that is an art i haven't yet mastered.
things are looking up for me. my man came back last night, and i feel tremendously better. there is light at the end of my tunnel, there is laughter back in my life. we stayed up til 4 am last night talking about the future. it's a bright one, and he makes me excited to be alive. i hate the song, but in the words of jason mraz, i'm lucky i'm in love with my best friend.
we talked about fears last night. mainly mine, since my man is mighty fearless. i'm scared of getting fat, i'm scared of having no money, i'm scared of having red headed children, i'm scared of being scared. we all have our fears, we're all human, but the key, the life-long lesson, is to not let these fears limit you. to work through them, to defy them, to express them and then break them. to try, even though you're scared. to rely on a higher power, and ultimately conquer them.
"look to me in every thought; doubt not, fear not." D&C 6:36
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Being a red head is not so bad. Nor was growing up as one. If you have red headed children rest assured they will be gorgeous!
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